~ stress is a waste of energy ~

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

weight

this is a special-edition-story about me & my weight
now that i've moved to a new-not-so-healthy working environment-->office
by doing most of my job by sitting has finally taking its tool on me

my normal weight : 49kg
mood:happy =)
my 2 months after become office inhabitants : 51kg
mood:depressed =( seriously need to diet
my current weight : >51kg
mood:seriously in deep depressed =..(

most people will think it's not a big deal
i also think that way since normally i put on & off weight easily
but well i think i better reconsider it
these are just some of the heartbreaking moments i've experience so far

scene 1 :
on Saturday my big sis is having a kenduri..so i came..
shake hands with bro in law :uishh dah gemok
me:aaa shut up
shake hands with bibik :gemok
me:ape die bik???
bibik: gemok (^_______^)
me:uwaaaaaaaa
scene 2 :
while attending friend's engagement ceremony
friend 1 : ko nmpak berisi laa..bgus2..
me:emmm..
friend 2 : ha'ah la..waa pdatnye tgan die..(sambil meramas-ramas tanganku..)
me:hey jgan la..(aaarrghhhh stop it, this is so not cool ok..)

please exercise widie..

Monday, December 27, 2010

how

i stayed up late for d past 1 week to prepare it for u
our love diary
but u didn't come..
i dressed up nicely for u
but u didn't come..
u just won't come..


i don't want to push u
coz i know u dislike it
but when i don't
u think i didn't mean it
how am i suppose to say what i want now i don't know..
tell me..
how..

i miss u..
i miss the old u..

the one who listen to the words i have in my heart..

Sunday, December 26, 2010

heartbroken

i'm just lying here
with tears streaming down my face
i tried to held it back
but i know..it is of no use..
often i blamed myself
for asking u too much
for wanting too much
u made me believed that it is my fault
please understand me
i am..
be patient
i know..
but not this time
stop saying something if u don't mean it
coz now i seriously doubt it
i'm really sorry
coz i really really really doubt it now
how far would u go for ur love
....tell me about it...
coz u know i'll go to the very end of all
...would u go the same?...
i doubt it