sea coconut

weight

2010-12-29T20:42:00.003+08:00

this is a special-edition-story about me & my weight
now that i've moved to a new-not-so-healthy working environment-->office
by doing most of my job by sitting has finally taking its tool on me

my normal weight : 49kg
mood:happy =)
my 2 months after become office inhabitants : 51kg
mood:depressed =( seriously need to diet
my current weight : >51kg
mood:seriously in deep depressed =..(

most people will think it's not a big deal
i also think that way since normally i put on & off weight easily
but well i think i better reconsider it

these are just some of the heartbreaking moments i've experience so far

scene 1 :
on Saturday my big sis is having a kenduri..so i came..
shake hands with bro in law :uishh dah gemok
me:aaa shut up
shake hands with bibik :gemok
me:ape die bik???
bibik: gemok (^_______^)
me:uwaaaaaaaa

scene 2 :

while attending friend's engagement ceremony

friend 1 : ko nmpak berisi laa..bgus2..

me:emmm..

friend 2 : ha'ah la..waa pdatnye tgan die..(sambil meramas-ramas tanganku..)

me:hey jgan la..(aaarrghhhh stop it, this is so not cool ok..)

please exercise widie..

how

2010-12-27T20:38:00.002+08:00

i stayed up late for d past 1 week to prepare it for u
our love diary
but u didn't come..
i dressed up nicely for u
but u didn't come..
u just won't come..

i don't want to push u
coz i know u dislike it
but when i don't
u think i didn't mean it
how am i suppose to say what i want now i don't know..
tell me..
how..

i miss u..
i miss the old u..

the one who listen to the words i have in my heart..

heartbroken

2010-12-26T21:59:00.002+08:00

i'm just lying here

with tears streaming down my face

i tried to held it back

but i know..it is of no use..

often i blamed myself

for asking u too much

for wanting too much

u made me believed that it is my fault

please understand me

i am..

be patient

i know..

but not this time

stop saying something if u don't mean it

coz now i seriously doubt it

i'm really sorry

coz i really really really doubt it now

how far would u go for ur love

....tell me about it...

coz u know i'll go to the very end of all

...would u go the same?...

i doubt it

~selamat hari raya~

2010-09-15T15:16:00.002+08:00

selamat hari raya..
maaf zahir batin andai ada terkasar bahasa atau fizikal atau yg sewaktu dengan nya..

raya tahun nie ada mcam2 perasaan
suka sgat2 dan jgak bosan sgat2

1st day raya :tema kale purple..sume pakai purple except daddy n fmily along(tema biru)..hepi sgat2 =) coz ngee..xbley bagitau ngee..malu nak ckap ngee*uwekk pd diri sendiri* sewel ke hape
2nd day raya :~blik kg..ooooo...blik kg~aku gak yg drive..adoi msak..smpy2 ayer itam,g mrempat kt rmah makcik jap,sume org pon kt ctu coz nk grak ke rmah pak ngah kat yong peng..then g beraya rmah pak ngah..mkan tomyam nyum nyum dgan nasi ape ntah,moghul eh? sumpah aku x prnah tgok nasi tue..gler jakun..ingat spageti or bihun versi baru ahahaha angah x sanggup nk makn coz rupa die cm..mmm..abaikan..
3rd day raya :sorok dlam blik tyme geng marhaban dtang (jgn tiru aksi xbermoral ini)..then blik rmah..drive lg..nak smpy bhau jem Tuhan jer yg tau..siap ada mamat kt jln lg 1 bkak tngkap n lambai kt lane ktrang yg xgrak2 langsung nih,sabor jerk laa..
4rd day raya :nak berehat..bosan..dduk rmah..perabeh kueh raya sndri..
5th day raya :hyper bosan..tp smpat lg g pet shop baru kat area rmah..best!except ccing besar cm dlm fear factor tue eeuuww gross..kne blik melaka coz rabu dah nak keje..tidak!!!!

new job

2010-09-07T12:34:00.003+08:00

penolong pengarah farmasi (kuatkuasa)

never knew i'll be one..
at first rase cm nak bunuh diri
coz dah terlebey excited utk carik rumah & move ke alor gajah
(dah siap kemas brg dlm kotak dush dush!)
tup tup xdpat order g alor gajah
dpat surat g kk melaka tengah YABEDABEDOOOO
12.45 tgah ari..harap maklum surat awak dibatalkan..
awak kene g....cawangan penguatkuasa farmasi..
=.......(
tp confius..sume org pon ckap
:ha,ok larr tue
:best ape..duk ofis..
:best la enforcement..give it a try ok?
kak pet siap ckap:u're d chosen one
errkk

now..here i'm..after almost 2 weeks..
so far so good..
i'm trying hard to keep up the pace
afterall law is never my thing hehe
but anything thrown my way, i will try my best to deal with it
nothing can stop me
(chewah,poyos..ayat yg lg snang ialah-->redha jer laa widi oii..)

see it at d bright side
$i got extra allowance
*no need to squeeze in for parking no more
~i have my own desk n 24/7 internet
**my boss & colleague are super duper nice!!

see it at d dark side
!have to be mobile 8am-5pm
!i think this job suits man better
!dealing with people and court expose u any possibilities...including being hurt..ouch!(i'll get my car tinted done by next month promise)

in depth

2010-08-23T23:01:00.003+08:00

22/08/10

sometimes things r just so out of our control
things that u always wanted in life....
or plans that u always had in mind....
or life that u always dreamt of....
they might not go your way

what about the things i've always wanted in life?
..i'm breaking my own heart..
i'll bury it deeply and carefully down under
to a place that u'll never find
even me,myself can never find..forever..

save me

2010-08-17T23:12:00.001+08:00

....i have so much love to give u
-yet-
there's no more tears for me to cry for ur absence....

08/07/2010

2010-07-09T00:32:00.003+08:00

i'm turning 24 today..
i don't know why...it all seems different..
the feeling..
as if i've 'grown up'..
my thoughts seems changed..by age perhaps..
i'm start thinking of life..life after all these years..
from a small child to a grown up woman..
woman..i consider myself a woman now..
weird..
my heart screaming inside of me..
of something i didn't know..

ngee..

2010-06-30T22:59:00.000+08:00

goal!!!

2010-06-22T06:47:00.002+08:00

8.++ : xtgok bola ke??--eh aha la,match ape?--portugal vs korea tue--owh ok2 nk tgok

baru dduk kjap--current result 1-0--break 1st half la plak--xpe2 tggu smbil isi counseling forms and book (utk requirement,mcm haram)--2nd half pon start--at 53 minute goal SIMAO!!--then--at 56 minute goal ALMEIDA!!--then--at 60 minute goal TIAGO!!--then at 81 minute goal LIEDSON!!(bru jer msuk kot die tyme nie..)--then--at 88 minute goal RONALDO!!--then--at 89 inute goal TIAGO!!

muahahahaha 7-0 go portugal go!!

10.++ : aik,sjak biler skong portugal??--baru jer kjap td tkar ngeh ngeh ngeh...

~with u~

2010-05-19T21:21:00.000+08:00

~i want to grow old with u~

a letter to celcom

2010-05-17T21:31:00.002+08:00

pelik tol aku, ader jer org laen yg gyut berjam2 tp xde la bil mlambung2 cam ktrang nie
stelah bergelumang slame ~8 months dlm msalah nie
we decided to end it
nk tkar ke line laen..kne setel kn sume bil..
fine
g celcom nk langsai utang..
bil skrg : >rm300
gulp..(blan2 yg lpas pon cmnie gak..)
bil x official (am-bil) : >rm500
WTF
celcom officer : kalu ikut record nie..korang nie under celcom exec,bkan 5+1..
us : huh??ktrang dftar under 5+1..
conclusion : kemahuan kami x ditepati...ada pihak amek ksempatan..
solution : i had it enough

can u just imagine
every single month u have to pay >~rm300 for nothing??

just for d record
-tyme ktrang kat booth d***, ader lg cstomer laen yg x puas ati dgn celcom coz celcom dh curik line diorg etc..
i simply don't get it...

jahat

2010-05-09T22:44:00.002+08:00

xpham xpham xpham..
nape ade pompuan jhat dlm dunia nie..
xpham xpham xpham..
bkan ke ptut nyer pompuan-->lemah lembut n x jhat..
xpham xpham xpham..
did i not make it clear to you previously??
or u're just a plain dumb??
-leave us alone-

free me

2010-05-03T15:31:00.001+08:00

its so frustrating when u're stranded in a place with people and situation that u just cannot connect and deal with..no matter how hard u've tried..

-dsweetestthing-

2010-03-28T22:18:00.003+08:00

TQ..

u did d sweetest thing ever..

aa(^_^)aa

wee!!!

2010-02-10T21:02:00.007+08:00

It's been a while since my last entry..currently im at store..d most peaceful place in H******* M*****<--do i really need to do this?? (obviously..since i got so many spare tyme doing everything and so busy doing nothing weee..)as i was browsing my old hp's memory card (in order to cleanup all d mess i've picked for almost 3 years and n d hope to pass over my hp to my lil bro),i come across images during my muda-mudi tyme and suddenly i found myself smiling weee...(only after i realize people were staring at me..) i've always wanted to post these pics

taken when my frenz n i were on our back to Jakarta from Bandung
so damn excited when i first saw it wakaka
(then only it occur to me that normally in Indonesia,widia refer to a man.hmm..nvrmnd)

taken when were shopping at Bandung
can't imagine my anak buah wearing this
must be cute!!
(but i didn't buy it..lucky u nabiha!..)

KarenaKuCintaKau

2010-01-02T23:41:00.002+08:00

Jika ada yang bilang ku lupa kau.Jangan kau dengar.Jika ada yang bilang ku tak setia.Jangan kau dengar.Banyak cinta yang datang mendekatKu menolak.Semua itu karena ku cinta kau.Jika ada yang bilang ku tak baik.Jangan kau dengar.Jika ada yang bilang ku berubah.Jangan kau dengar.Banyak cinta yang datang mendekatKu menolak.Semua itu karena ku cinta kau.Saat kau ingat aku ku ingat kau.Saat kau rindu aku juga rasa.Ku tahu kau selalu ingin denganku.Ku lakukan yang terbaikYang bisa ku lakukan.Tuhan yang tahu ku cinta kau.Jika kau tak percaya padaku.Sakitnya aku.Jika kau lebih dengar mereka.Sedih hatiku.Banyak cinta yang datang mendekatKu menolak.Semua itu karena ku cinta kau..

surya&fitri

2009-12-14T21:29:00.004+08:00

Date : 13/12/2009

Venue : Klang,Selangor

Alhamdulillah....i'm so much more than happy for both of u...(rasa trharu plak..iskh iskh..)..wish u guys all d best for ur future..lead an extremely happy life together & please make lots of cute babies =)..Ftah&widieloveuguys..

pang pa kopang kopang..

2009-12-09T22:13:00.001+08:00

phew..blan nie mmg pack..
packed dgn undangan kengkwan...
trharu gler coz sume dh mmbesar dgn jaya nyer...
tp syang coz byak mjlis yg xdpat nk g disebbkn oleh tntutan keje yg mlmpau n agak x logik nie...
rase cm nk mgamuk tp xtau cmne
(rport suhakam agk2 nyer bley x..)
anyway congrates u all!!!!

-->Bertunang : shaira syuairi n tnang..
aya n pami
syaz n lan

-->Bernikah : Dayo n huby
Aya n pami

-->Bernikah/Majlis : Surya n fitri
Kak Mah n huby
Jazz n huby

Kak maria n shoty plak xlmer lg dpt baby,aaa best nyer...=)

Ader yg trtggal ke?

...

2009-11-20T15:42:00.004+08:00

im disappointed...im very disappointed...im extremely disappointed...
i dont know what am i feeling right now...
im so scared of waking up...coz all i'll do is cry...

forensic

2009-11-10T11:53:00.002+08:00

forensic exam aka 'Pharmacy Jurisprudence Examination' is a must-seat-and-past exam for a pharmacist here in Malaysia...
not to mention it's actually a nightmare for most of PRPs (including me,since i'm totally ting tong when it comes to law...look at how they use and play with the words..) and we all just wanna get over it huhu..
thanked God we all manage to get through it safe and sound (but only God knows hows d rsult gonna be like muahaha)
forensic exam is scheduled 3 times per year
(March,June and November every year)
whatever it is, we all pray really hard not to re-seat this exam....plss...
(i dont wanna study like mad on this thing anymore,plus enforcement's bos pn Norhayati already warns me "widi..awak dah attach kt enforcement kn...make sure lulus ea...saye xnak tgok awak reseat paper nie')
aaahh....im so glad its over....

hmm...i'll start working at 2pm and end at 10pm today..
lets take a nap..

PSY

2009-11-04T22:02:00.003+08:00

arinie dh msuk ari yg kedua aku kne culik dr DIS ke frmasi sat 5
sat 5 nie cater for pt from psy,paeds and ortho clinic
bru 2 ari,dgn aku2 skali dh weeeng kt cni

before dispense :aihh ape aku nk ckp dgn pt nie kang,pn shikin kte ckp jer ubt utk otak,blasah larr

tyme dispense :
me: nie ubt..mkn 1 hari 2 bj 2 kli ea
pt: nie ubt ape ek?
me: gulp...xkn aku nk ckap utk otk kot,cm klakar jerrk.Kalu aku ckp utk skit jiwa xmemasal jer kang..Nie ubt...utk kasik tenang la
pt: tenangkan fikiran ea?
me: ehe...emmm betol..pandai!

finally!!!

2009-10-31T15:41:00.005+08:00

finally the scroll is in my hand

after 4 years of fun tyme chee (if compared to d real world now uh)

lesson to be learn is dat uni is d best-est ever place and period of tyme u'll ever encounter in ur whole life

so...grab as much opportunity as u can and go out and have as much fun as u can while u're a stuudent

coz after dat...u're responsible for many things in life till u dont have tyme to think bout urself..

GO OUT AND PLAY WHILE U CAN YEAHH...

~owh,how i miss skipping classes and play sudoku while lecture~

CONVOCATION

Date: 27/10/09 (were d 2nd last session,can u believe dat??)

Venue: UiTM Shah Alam (our faculty has now moved to puncak alam-a lil' remote place,pity my juniors)

kenduri hazwan..

2009-10-21T16:14:00.007+08:00

eh silap, kenduri kakak hazwan ehe..
lame giler x jmpe kengkawan..
mari makan!!!
mari try air keladi+soda n air laici+cincau
muahaha..

mad-red-day

2009-10-21T14:22:00.006+08:00

aarrrggghhh..weekend pon nak keje ke???
dush dush!!

chee sory u have to draw map for me
(sense of direction is so not my thing)

miss frenzz

2009-10-04T17:37:00.009+08:00

if u're fresh graduates and just start working like me

u gonna feel as what i'm feeling right now

'I MISS MY FRENZZZZ!!!!!!!'

when will i see u guys again..

octopus aka kraken

2009-09-27T21:37:00.002+08:00

he makes me ate those ugly baby octopus at sushi king
(i can't stop thinking of kraken from d pirates of caribean)
euuuwww gross
'THANKS' huby
euuwww bbblllrrr

malaysian car

2009-09-17T21:33:00.002+08:00

aihh...nape la dgn aku akhir2 nie
alhmdlilah stakat nie aku x prnah lg langgar n lanyak ape2
tp since smalam,mcm2 plak jdik
mlm smalam jer 3 kali aku lggar divider
pg nie plak,adoi ai
hancus lebus tembok kat rmah sewa aku tue
bley plak aku nk reverse tp ltak gear D
bengap ke hape,sia2 cium tembok tue
kreta aku pun kemek smacam
nak raya nie huhu
nak crik bgkel ketuk,xde plak kat area cni
dgn kecuakan yg trlampau amat coz tkut kne sound dgn ayh
abes keje jer aku pun mggigihkn dri trus ke alor gjah
coz nk g bngkel area kdai abg ipar aku
thn smpy2 kdai sume dh tutup
abg ipar aku tgok kreta aku thn die trik panel bwh bumper tue
thn tadaaa...dah siap
lorr rupe2nyer fiber,bkn besi,nak ketuk hapenyer wakaka
alhmdulilah....slamat duit aku...
byak dosa agaknyer aku akhir2 nie...astagfirullah..
(dlam ati aku : kuat gak krete msia nie chee)

OPD

2009-09-06T10:51:00.003+08:00

tomorrow will be the third day im at OPD
sriusly..i dont mind being in busy and hustle situation
i've always wanted to learn
but i just couldn't take it when u're in d situation like this
"me n fren (eager n dying to be teach) : ....
d person in charge : u should recheck everything,never let any medication error happen! (while stamping d table)
me n fren's heart : chill babe, we're not dumb, stop stamping d table!!!"

i wanna grow old with u
=)
thanx XOXO

law?

2009-08-27T16:53:00.002+08:00

Last 2 weeks i was stationed at MTAC
best,tp tiring la kalu dpat patient x pham2 ape yg kte cbe kaunselingkan kpd mreka..
this week kat enforcement plak
best gak coz dpat jlan2
tp dah la bab2 law nie aku hampeh
bley plak akak tue tnye aku cdcr tue ape?
aku jwab cytotoxic drug
Ya Tuhan..ape bengap nor aku nie..
kne la berusaha bce bku law,dah la exam forensic nk dkat huhu..

new life chapter

2009-08-05T21:08:00.002+08:00

ari nie,brmula lah d new chapter of my life
which is d 'working life'
totally new for me since i never work,ever in my life..
pepg buta dh g wisma persekutuan melaka,kt jlan hang tuah,siap sesat lak 2 huhu
thn dpat tau kne posting kat hospital alor gajah sob sob..
tp wat prp kat hosp melaka 1 year,thn bru transfer ke hosp alor gjah
than g bhgian enforcement,jmpa en aziz,timbalan pengarah farmasi..taklimat skit..
than blik rmah 4 lunch n terkocoh2 isi form keselamatan (tkut coz ingt kne anta arinie)
pkul 2.30 g hosp alr gjah nak lapor dri (sorang2 plak tue,bosan..)
comel jer hosp tue chee,sume org baek2 kt ctu..gmbira aku..
jmpe pngarah hosp,die pun plik pesal lapor dri kt alr gjah tp keje kt mlake..
hmm..blasah la,yg pnting aku dpat keje dgn kwan2 aku skali..
pkul 4 blik dgn sekepuk form utk diisi (nseb baek anta nxt week ehe..)
b4 blik,sggah farmasi saiza,lepak2..(wat cam rmah sndri jerk)
alhmdlilah..smoga sok dpt dept yg xbrape nk ssah..
aku-ajid-huda-ain-hazwan officially jdik org mlake..
~ape agak nye crite kwan2 aku yg laen..aiihhh...~

Warisan Tumi

2009-07-06T22:39:00.006+08:00

alhmdlilah..
akhirnya kluarga sye dh ader blog rasmi..
bley larr kami brinteraksi dgn lbey efficient..chee..
diberi name 'Warisan Tumi'..
smpena nme arwah nnek saye (sye x smpat pun jmpe arwah..cian kn..tue la..sape sruh lahir lmbat..)
hasil krja keras pk cik saye yg bername en.suhaimi aka cik andung (nme glamour)
hihi...
tp sdey coz xde 1 pn gmbar sye..uwaaaa....(coz asyk x dpt nk join fmily day)

24/7

2009-05-31T23:22:00.000+08:00

We use to be 24/7 together
Now 24/7 apart
Painful
I cried almost every night now
I miss u so much

air jagung yg best

2009-05-13T12:26:00.002+08:00

Giler lame x blogging..

yeay dah abes skolah =)
best nyer...
ari nie xtvt ktrang srumah ialah gotong royong
huh sgguh x disngka byak tol hrta karun rmah ktrang nih
hasil nyer brguni2 smpah tlah dihntar ke dumpster n juga recycle cnter
venue:recycle cnter: dtg2 jer kami dgn tnpa segan silu mmbuat bsing
Abg!!!ari nie ktrang nk tmbang..nak duit beli aiskrim hehe
pnas nie..sekilo brape nie bang??
Sekilo 5 sen
Cet!
Abg yg baek ati pun bg 2 rggit
Yeay!

PBL ku..

2009-04-10T18:29:00.005+08:00

lunch at Pak Su

Hoorayyy PBL dh abes...

Knape sy suke PBl sy?
coz PBL sy best....
Knape sy suke PBL sy?
coz PBL sy org2 nyer otai...
Knape sy suke PBL sy?
coz ktrang nyer discussion skejap sgt...
Knape sy suke PBL sy?
coz tyme prsentation suke skip slide..
Knape sy suke PBL sy?
Huh sukati sy la....

Hoho sdey plak PBL dah abes...
peace all..love u guys...

~u~

2009-03-27T00:40:00.003+08:00

i'm just a plain gurl who try to fit into this world
i'm just a simple gurl that full with flaws
n then there u are
sumone that i can trust
sumone that is so nice
sumone that i'm comfortable with
sumone who i wanna live with
just so u know
that i don't wanna get hurt
so promise me that we'll be this way forever
i hope we try our best to make this thing works
try to accept each others beauty n flaws
so glad that i found u
(^_^)

=P

2009-03-19T10:07:00.000+08:00

yesterday-mocca-live-in-shah-alam-hepi-*wink*

interview

2009-03-11T20:30:00.002+08:00

interview adalah salah satu antara bebyk benda yg aku 'kureng' skit
yealah, mane x nyer,mase kat school dlu ader larr kne wat mock interview
cikgu aku siap sound lg
'hmm...awak ckap pandang mate interviewer yea..'
huhu x best
n hari skali lg aku terpaksa mengharungi nyer
yg nie mmg x bley nak mengelat larr
nak or x, mmg wajib arr g intrview dgn spa
klu x, x bley arr aku nak keje kat spital
alhmdulillah..dpat intrviewer yg sporting abes
siap bergelak ketawa lagi..ilang skit nervous aku
tp peribahasa 'penantian tue mmg 1 penyeksaan' mmg sesuai skali tyme tue
tp biler pikir2 klakar pon ader
slalu pepagi naek bus nak g spital
dialog : pak cik!!! tlong padam lmpu..nak tido
tp ari nie nak g putrajaya
dialog : pak cik!!! jgan padam lampu nak bace buku...
pak cik pon gelak besar : muahaha bebudak nie hmm...
balik dr abes intrview jer ape lagi,
seronok bkan maen lg
lega giler...berkaraoke larr kami spanjang perjalanan...

sports

2009-03-06T16:51:00.011+08:00

On 01 march 2009
'Futsal- Dean Award' was held at d Sports Planet Shah Alam
and as not to miss this final n very last chance of playing futsal
me n my fren decided to join
(eventhough we know nothing bout kicking a ball)
i'm sucks in sports
there's no doubt in that
esp football or futsal, or anything that has to do with the foot
but at least i've tried though hehe
(but usually end up with me making a fool with myself, a fren told me : 'widie bkan sepak bola, maen kais2 kaki plak' uwaa...)
watching guys playing futsal often leaves me with bulging eyes and mouth dropped-open
how come they can kick a ball so damn fast??
uurrmm..never mind it's in their blood i believe

cheers Part 2

Cheers Part 8 (my team!)

Cheers Part 4

Gurl team (Sapphire)

Guys team (Pendekar Penyu)

Other participating teams include :-

kura kura FC
chulalongkorn
budak kecik FC
bantai ajelah FC
kira2 menang FC
etc

Congrates to d winning team..(eventhough x brape puas ati bab penalty kick ktrang tuh)

We had a blast!

fine city

2009-03-01T21:18:00.025+08:00

FINE city...

but not as nice, bright, shiny thingy fine u know

fine as in 'FINE!!' means u got to pay for all ur wrongdoings
haha dont think i can live with that

(nak garu punggung pon pikir spoloh kali coz kat mane2 ader CCTV)

break at gelang patah

pheww..best gilerr tmpat nih

before leaving

chinatown

muke confius..

burok tol

soaked man!!

mama merlion

Singapore also known as d city dats never sleep

well.. i can seee dat

u can see new buildings under construction everywhere

souveneirs at chinatown n arab streets r crazily cheap!!!

(menyesal x beli maxi yg cantek n cheap tue..)

food at arab streets is finger licking good

esp murtabak mutton nyum nyum..

sentosa island???

waaa....great (if minus d rain) huhu

great games...LUGE,SKYRIDE,4D,SEGWAY,SONGS OF D SEA..bla bla..

seraboot

2009-02-26T23:06:00.005+08:00

'kisah ini tiada kaitan dengan mereka yang masih hidup atau pon sudah tiada'
signs n symptoms keserabutan hidup n fikiran kengkawanku saat2 ini

fren 1 : instead of fries, si die dip pen ke dlam sos..(tmpat kejadian mcd,discussion mode)
fren 2: berjaya meletakkan pencil case atas pinggan...(di hadapan mate kpale ku sndiri,dlam rmah)

kalu nak dibandingkan kehidupan ku n kengkawan dulu n skrg
mmg jauh beza nyer
kagum n bangga pon ader kengkadang tue

dulu...
aku g klas lenggang kangkung
hanya berbekalkan buku nota n sbatang pen
skrg...
huisshh beg bagak x kire
mcam2 ader dlam beg aku
rase cam nak bwak jerk sume buku yg ader
bkan saje buku, aku juga mrupakan pembekal utama jajan tyme tgah clerkcase kat hspital
bak kate org..u name it, i have it lah

dialog glamour dlam rmah aku ialah
'iskh aku nervous larr nak keje'
go go girll!!!

p/s wabak pet society sedang merebak dgn dahsyat nyer kat bebdk klas
anyone ader antidote??

tripin'

2009-02-25T19:26:00.009+08:00

i was there, penang!!!!
yup...frankly speaking this is my 1st tyme penang-trip
i've never been to penang before
(after the attempt to do so failed due to 4-days fever 2 years back,
ala yg after pindah rmah seksyen 7 n dah siap packing brang2 nak g trip
...tup tup..demam...cis)
lepak rmah aida...g jlan2..
mkan pasembor best2
tp yg pling best diner at 'Hammer Bay'
(esp waiter nyer yg blonde gitu,
tp biler amek order ganas abes..huh)

Midnight movie at QueensBay Mall
Benjamin Button??
Huh..it's just another lame movie dat use Brat Pit's high profile in order to sale
Impossible!

updates!!!

2009-02-16T21:09:00.004+08:00

so sory esp to ha
a lot of things happen lately

but i've been busy so x rajin nak update chee

ok2 i promise to ha dat i'll be more productive haha

hmm..start off dgn weekend trip on hmm.. x ingat larr biler

bebrape mnggu lpas larr yg penting

it was my 2nd tyme being there

awesome!

already met prof m****r

hmm..ok what die tue

x pernah kene bantai bley larr aku ckap camnih muahaha

tp bengkak tol ati nie biler mmber2 kne bantai dgn die

gerun tol..

keje!!

2009-01-22T16:03:00.002+08:00

hmm....ari nie aku dgar byak tol cramah..
dr spa la,dr jpa,lembaga farmasi bla..bla....
most of the tyme aku zzzZZZZ jerk
tp biler dgar psal gaji jerk sume org terbuntang mate...
arrrgghhh x sabar plak rase nyer nak keje
tp dlm mase yg same rase nervous..
btol ke aku dah nak keje nie??
ready ke aku??
dah besar rupe2 nyer aku nie..
ape2 pon aku harus bersedia utk melaluinyerr
hmm...nak g intrview nie msti larr nak kne study kan
ahli2 lembaga kabinet sume...adooiii malas nyerr
hidup mesti terus! aja!!!!!

frennzz

2009-01-16T23:43:00.004+08:00

aida,me,ziha

azri,ziha,me

me n my frenzz celebrating new year

well...that's quite out-dated statement isn't?

that's not d point

what i really wanna say is that i miss my frenzz so much

me,aida n ziha met at matrix londang

it kinda suprising when u only got 1 year to get to know each other

but yet u feel like u've known them forever

met azri for d 1st tyme at genting

extremely nice boy chee

(budak lompat x ckup umor muahaha, u really gotta see his face when he won d pink teddy!)

d only thing that's missing here is dee..

dee!!!miss u like crazy argghhh!!!

p/s pheww baru blik practice basket ngan bebdk 4th year

giler pancit....

coz b4 that maen squash ngan yumie

chee alasan...

dayo sangkutkan bola squash..nasib baek x kne byar blik muahaha..

hmm..biler scholar nak masuk nie...

clerkship

2009-01-15T10:09:00.002+08:00

alhmdlillah...i survived my 1st round of clerkship
this week i'm in meds ward
just so u know that i have :-

4 meds
2 peadi
1 hepato

uwaaa... i wish i have nephro, cardio, ICU, O&G, rheum, psychiatric

uurrmmm gimme gimme psychiatric please!!!!!

p/s thun nie rmai tol kengkawan aku yg tunang n kawen

congrates to all!!

me? hmm.....

holiday

2009-01-11T00:31:00.012+08:00

holiday..means tyme for relaxing ur mind n soul

lets just assume it as big bonus for all d hardwork

(hardwork?..chee yea la tuh)

last month ktrang g jejln kat sabah

byak sgat mende menarik kt sbah nih

nak crite sume byak sgt larr plak

so basically we stayed there for 4 h n 3 m

visited awesome places n did exciting things

it is definitely one of d 'must go places'!

so makes sure u all go there k

here r some of our cool pics

snorkelling

birds watching

filipino market (bebdk kt sbelah tue dh cam apek kalah judi, tgah bargain larr tue)

waterfall

kinabalu park (we didn't climb though chee..)

palestin

2009-01-07T13:48:00.002+08:00

..sedih..
aku psti itulah ape yg akan dirasai oleh sesape jerr
yg mengikuti berita kezaliman israel trhadap rakyat palestin
jumlah korban penduduk Palestin meningkat kepada 635 orang selepas tentera Israel memperhebatkan serangan di Genting Gaza
tambahan lagi pasukan perubatan asing yang berkumpul di sempadan Mesir-Gaza sejak beberapa hari lalu hampa kerana tidak dibenarkan pihak berkuasa Mesir untuk memasuki wilayah Palestin itu bagi menawarkan bantuan kepada beribu penduduk yang cedera akibat serangan tentera Israel
marilah kite same2 mndoakan mereka
Ya Allah,semoga saudara2 ku di Palestin diberi kekuatan untuk menghadapi dugaan ini..Amin..

back to school

2009-01-02T22:48:00.002+08:00

today is my 1st day at school
my 1st day of my final sem yabedabedoo!!!

ramai tol lcturer baru sem nie
semata-mate nak ajar ktrang psal clinical
cam ner nak survive kat hspital kang
(supaya ktrang jd org yg brhemah n x mnimbulkn probs yg bkal mncemar nme uitm nih...i guess..n pling pnting supaya ktrang x jdik kaki crik gaduh kot chee)

so cam bease larr
1st day xtvt--> scanning n screening..
so as conclusion...mende yg pling significant yg aku dpat ari nie
mr hadi----extra extra extra alert please!!!!...coz u'll be getting a lots of 'wat do u think miss?', 'yes mr at d back?', 'yes,u had a better ans?', etc...
mr long----lay back n relax...but everything dat comes out from his mouth are super important msg..
dr nahlah---ok try to be more active yeaa...

bru 1st day keje dh mlambak
kne berlakon larr..
kne berdebate larr..
chee....bak kate mr lee...
mr lee: 'on monday n friday u'll be having slightly hard n tough PBL...urrrmmm i mean exciting n intersting PBL"
crowd: yeah right....

x kesah laa ....just go with d flow...(^_^)
esok nak g meronggeng yeah!!

family day

2008-12-16T00:27:00.010+08:00

say cheese!!!

tarik..jgn x tarik

can't find me in those pics?
that's bcoz i wasn't there,
yup! i'm d only person who couldn't make it to diz year's family day..
so sad coz i'm dying to go, but wat to do, bak kate org xde rezeki..
(my flight back was scheduled on d nite of 051208 n d events started after solat jumaat, so there's no way i could make it)
at 1st, it it was planned to be held after raya haji, so i've carefully palnned my xtvities,but after family meeting they decided to have it b4 raya,great....
i've begged to differ but i guess everyone had an extremely tight scheduled..
hmm..well don't mind me then..
(but i still got d green shirt though..cost me 20 bucks..man..)
Love my family so much coz everyone is just so freaking awesome n i couldn't ask for more!

suffocated

2008-12-09T16:17:00.001+08:00

01/12/08
monday,0100 am

i'm writing diz at d airport,there are like zillions of smokers here,n its killing me coz i'm trying so damn hard to get some sleep (while waiting 4 my flight dat was scheduled like 6 hrs from now urrmmm..).Our 1st port was terrible, surrounded with foreigners, namely d indons (they r everywhere nowthesedays huh , make me forgot whether i'm at msia or indon!) n they smoke nonstop OMG...n d most scary part was that they gave us d odd stare (u know wat they say bout them,beware of d spells..) . So we moved. Our 2nd port was so damn peaceful n cozy,well for d 1st 10 mins or so...till a group of 3 guys sat at d back n start to smoke 'berjemaah' .... Tq for making our life miserable ..As for smokers out there, u r probably d most selfish species of mankind that ever exist! u know why?? Coz 2nd hand smokers like us have higher risk of lung cancer than u do! For d sake of ur own satisfaction, u 'don't know don't care' inhaled d smoke through d filter while others inhaled d unfiltered smoke that will eventually kill us....so we couldn't care less if u wanna fill up ur lungs with those nicotine n tars...but please care for others...show some respect..(bak kata lagu wheatus--->so please..give a little respect..to..me...)

no judgement

2008-11-24T13:52:00.003+08:00

morning,in car:-
ckin: iskh ape tue..pesal kete tue pnoh ngan bunga??
haa??? ader org bunuh diri ke??
widi: wey ko biar btol..iskh tlepon polis..cepat
ckin: eh btol ke x tue,tp pesal die cmtue..x prnah dibuat org
presentation room:-
widi: wey ko nmpak x ape tepi jlan td
anep: pe?
widi: ader kete tue pnoh dgn bunga..ader org bnuh diri ke?
anep: skrg kn konvo..org jual bungaa...
widi: owh......

alhamdulillah....abes pon sem nie..

merdeka!!well not so

2008-11-17T23:34:00.002+08:00

OMG!! what's happening to me?
i ate like....hmm.....well skip that
went to hartz today n i can't believe that i ate so much more than alin,ckin n azie..
their spicy chicken drives me crazy
(well i thought i got d smallest stomach in d house,chee perasan)
well i dont really care bout that
coz i just love eating...
well can't wait to eat a lot n a alot of seafood
went to sunway coz we're celebrating d end of our final exam
muahaha....merdeka
but not so merdeka coz a lot of works awaiting for us
typing+presentation..bla bla..boring stuff
n d only thing that keeps me motivated is 'holiday'
uurrgghh can't wait,but i can't mention it here though chee

me n tv

2008-11-13T09:40:00.002+08:00

once, a fren asked me

fren: hmm.. knape ko x amek medic yea?
widie: hmm..x brape minat la..medic cam tough jerk,lg pon aku dgar doc keje truk hehe
fren : yeala ko..serius la
widie: serius arr nie..aku sbenarnye rase berslah gak..coz mum n arwah nenek aku beriya sruh aku amek medic..tp aku x bley arr
fren: wey blom cube blom tau.skali ko suke camne?
widie: hekeleh..biar btol ko..aku tgok org sakit pon mggigil lutut,nak blaja medic,kang aku yg sakit..
fren: yeake?mana ko tau ko x bley tgok org skit?
widie: aku tau arr..nak dgar crite?

once upon a time..
tyme tue rancangan mdic tv baru jer diperkenalkn kat tv3
aku ader kat rmah plak tyme tue
kalu aku kat rmah,mknanya tv tue aku yg punye muahaha
ptang2 mmg aku akan tgok criter cina hong kong tue
yg slalu pkul 6 ptg tv3 tue (skrg dah tkar tv7 n 8 plak..)
pastu aku cam teruja la nak tgok medic tv nie
yeala rncangan info kesihatan nie aku suke
pastu aku ingat lg tyme tue die crite psal burn victim
mase tue ader kes nelayan nyer bot trbakar tgah laut
pastu die tnjuk arr burn diorg..cmne tkar dressing sume
aku blurr lg tyme tue..tgok jerr la..
skali dah abes tue,aku nak bgun pon x bley,pening2 lalat aku..
last2 aku tersadai jerr kat blik aku
mak aku skit nyer pelik..
(anak aku nie ptg2 slalu mlekat kat tv tue)
mak aku tnyer arr pesal kat blik plak nie,x tgok tv ke(nada2 perli gitu)
aku ckap arr aku pning arr tgok org tue sakit
last2 miss la aku utk tgok crite cina favourite aku tue..

moral nyer..aku bkan x suke medic, aku x bley nak suke pon..

latest obsession aku--> crite olivia pkul 6ptg tv2
klakar tol crite nie,kisah sorang awek nak ngurat mamat nie
smpai sggup mnyamar jdik lelaki...criter indon mmg merapu tp klakar..

dispensing right???

2008-11-11T01:07:00.003+08:00

The Star,Friday July 18,2008

Pharmacist's dispensing right in malaysia has been debatable for many years.
like most pharmacy graduates throughout malaysia, i do feel that goverment is not maximising our roles in the healthcare section
Throughout the typical 4 years pharmacy course,we had gone through series of highly specialised training in order to qualify as a skilled n highly trained healthcare professional
we had hospital visit, dispensing labs, compounding workshops,industrial research training n endless exams,but what is there for us upon graduation?
For most developing countries like britain,community pharmacist are like trained set of second eyes
However,community pharmacies are much like personal store in malaysia.rarely will u witness patients requesting their medication to be made based on prescriptions given by fellow doctors.
what does the future hold for the future pharmacists in malaysia?when will the dispensing right be given fully to community pharmacists?

by-disappointed pharmacist,kulim,kedah

well..i didn't graduate from britain..that for sure
but whatever it is....
just wanna say.....AGREED!!!

bond

2008-11-06T22:09:00.005+08:00

'james bond!!!'

dats d very first thing that crossed my mind

when i woke up diz morning

today 06/11/08, d first day of 007 screening

we're so excited to watch

diz is what i've been waiting for ages...finally

so after breakfast we went straight to bukit raja

n bought d earliest screening tickets

like always..prior to it

got a lots of ads..from tiger to nando's n so on

then suddenly all went blank

from d screen to d room..nothing

since 99% of d audience are guys

all were like..'oh man...come on..'

n we're like..'owh scary..plzz dont start riot here'

n after ~15 mins d screen start to gain its function

but..instead of d normal from left to right std of reading

d pics n words were d other way around

chee...how am i suppose to watch that

its like reading newspaper up side down man

but thank God..all back to good conditon

n we managed to survive till end

but i must say dat this 2nd 007 movie starring craig

not really up to my expectation

too much focus was put on d action i guess

hhmm..good job anyway

widie must-watch metre:-

~3 1/2 star~

dumb

2008-11-05T00:35:00.003+08:00

i know what i'm doing maybe dumb
i know i should not be staring at d sun
but the thought of it leads me to temptation
it's d same whatever side u're on
separated we were delicate n small
n d space between leads our retention
i see u right in front of me
as close as u can get
n d greter u will lead as a day dream gets
n it might seem much too far
to get back to where u are
but it's close enough with an ocean size of love
so if u can't reach out to me
send a sign across d sea
n i'll pick it up
with an ocean size of love
u make no sound
but i can hear u in d wind
i can see this never ends like d sea
like u for me

'click'

2008-11-03T19:24:00.002+08:00

they say : final year snang skit nak score..
i'd say : dont u ever ever ever buy that completely disgusting n crappy lie,
coz its not worth of trusting at all...

internet service suppose to help people right?
but guess what,
its completely d other way around for me
why???
because...i can't help my self from clicking here,clicking there...everywhere click click
(cam lagu old mc donald had a farm plak)
owhh widie...hands off!!!
go go study...

syawal

2008-10-29T19:38:00.012+08:00

sob sob d closing of syawal month
xtvties so far
hmm...eat,hmm..eat eat..hmm...n eat again

'open houses'

before..

after....

s.alam-->cheras = ~RM 3.00

cheras-->s.alam = ~RM 8.00 (long journey drive n lost at only-God-knows-where)

(ckin,go get GPS quick,plzzz)

~my hp scare d hell of me yesterday~

(OMG...not now... nak rosak pon..tggu la thun dpan k..)

~d weather kinda hot lately..pheww..~
~knowledge vs information??? what d heck is that??~

ggrrr..

2008-10-28T13:22:00.003+08:00

2morrow, 1st paper

exams:-

553-info (internet,intranet,extranet...databases...bla..bla..why do i have to study this thingy???hmm..but very informative though)
552-clinical pk(hmmm..its all about calculation)
551-clinical pharm (too many things need to memorize...gotta have a huge storing capacity)
554-epidemio (huh?? its killing me!!)
656-radiopharm (nuclear thingy..cool stuff...but too 'physics' for me..)

melamine??

2008-10-25T17:14:00.003+08:00

boring study??lets blogging

topic inspired by : prof shah,school of pharmacy,cyberjaya (best gilerr die ajar)

melamine has been widely used in plastic products
(for its durability)
but it rapidly gain its popularity nowadays
due to the fact that it coz kidney disease in infants in china
(eewww..awful way to get popular huh)

but why on earth do people add it into food product??
so here's d thing

'melamine is used in milk products just to boost the protein level.
No wonder before putting melamine in, milk has a low protein content.
People do it for the sake of money !!

551

2008-10-22T12:00:00.004+08:00

aaahhh finally... 551-clinical pharm abes...
(these are my beloved gp mmber in hspital,
after all d hardwork n quarrel with beloved 'daddy',u go guys!!!)

now lets concentrate on final exam n thesis writing

owh..thesis writing is so not my thing...

miss u

2008-10-11T08:43:00.002+08:00

u taught me about life a lot
all d things we did together playing like movie without a sound in my head

i'm gonna miss u so bad..

nenek died at 1.30 am
semoga roh nye dicucuri rahmat n ditempatkan di kalangan mereka yg beriman
al-fatihah...

so sorry...

2008-10-10T13:02:00.002+08:00

a lot of things happened lately

i know u won't be reading this
but to this particular lecturer of mine
we all just wanna say so sorry
we hurt ur feeling,but trust me..we never ever had d intention to do so
so went to apologize
bought her bouquet of flowers,then there goes d sob-sob thingy

yeah right..u probably think that we are jerk
well...this stressful-life-events of this semester drives us mad
we hardly have time for ourselves
(bak kata alin,nak tgok kaki pun x sempat-->crack heels)

'u guys are too.....young,
not ready to be marketed yet,
x masak lagi laa...'
ouch! that's hurt...
(x kesah lah brape kurun pun aku kt cni,i believe i'll mature through experience..aminn)

so?
this song is a great help in de-stressing myself
loving it! muaahh

'cause if one day u wake up,n find that ur missing me,
n ur heart starts to wonder where on this earth i could,
thinking maybe u'll come back here to d place that we'd meet,
n u see me waiting for u on our corner of d street,
so i'm not moving..i'm not moving..yeah..'

-raya break-

2008-10-07T15:51:00.003+08:00

30/09/08

my sis accidently put my h/p in d washing machine
(stupid ke ape die tuh ,huh nsib baek ko akak aku)
freak out--> i dismantle everything n blow it dry + great help from sun

daddy : h/p camne?
me: cam tue lah..ader gmbar bubble la..sob sob
(dad nie tnye2 plak,nak belikn h/p baru ckap jer lah)
~yeah right widie,keep on dreaming..dad willl never sponsor u to buy ur so-long-admired htc pda..~

01/10/08

hooraayy raye...i bet everyone said that
but me?? huh raye kat serting = boringgg...
only d next day that we left serting n head to parit raja,my beloved kg
but of course we missed all d raya action,esp collecting duit raye

04/10/08

raye rmah kengkwan
huh miss u guys a lot!!!

'tayar'

2008-09-19T12:02:00.005+08:00

last month-surya brought 'keledek' from her home

this month-the 'keledek' already start to grow some leaves

-meaning to say---->we have to do sumthing!!!

so we decided to make kuih 'keria'(is dat wat they call it--ala yg mcm bntuk tayar tuh..)

so we boil it,mash it,add sum flour...

and 'gentel2' it...instead of 'gentel2' it to a 'tayar' shape

we decided to do some modifications aka modernized it ahaks

ok ok fine..

i know the look is not even close to kuih 'tayar'

but d taste is finger lickin' good..hehe

bak kate ckin..'can sell lah!'

home

2008-09-17T00:26:00.002+08:00

right here right now
i got like zillionss reasons to go home
reasons :--miss my dad
miss my mum
miss my sis
miss my bro
miss my cat aka putih
miss my TV!!!!
n d most important is to meet my new nephew...owhhh can't resist
6 days break but i'm stucked in lab...soooooo not cool...aaarrrggghh

tepung

2008-09-15T02:24:00.001+08:00

last week my frens n i wanna try to make this traditional 'kuih onde-onde'
so we search it over d intrnet to find d recipe
n we manage to find a couple of ..hmm..kinda trustable recipes
so we try it out..but sadly it turn out really..really...really..awful!!!trust me u dont wanna taste it
so we call up our mums...(malu sbenarnyer nak tnye mak)..
our mums...hhmm...laugh their hearts out at us...sob sob
mums said : org gune tepung pulut la..bkan tepung beras..mane ko blaja nie???
lesson to learn : always..always..always!!! refer to ur mum especially when it comes to coooking!!!